her. again.

ok guys. guess what. for the past hour i've been looking thru other ppl's blog and kept on clicking n linking clicking n linking [n reading of course.] when suddenly i came across her blog. ilyanti's blog i mean. didnt know she had one. well that's not the point. i looked thru her archives and to my pleasant horror [eh? ironic. =P] i see anwar's name everywhere. ahaha. ok not everywhere. here and there. i didnt know that she took such a long time to get over him. okok. i know. its my fault. [hey! its not my fault sak. i didnt know he had a gf in the first place when we got together ok??] hmm. come to think of it its not even my fault that he left her. anyway. in her posts she showed so much affection towards him after they broke up until i'm beginning to think that they never broke up in the first place. ahaha. well u know something gerl? u'll never know how to realli love and appreciate that special someone until u lose him. it applies to every relationship. so i suggest to everyone pls appreciate n cherish the person who loves u [even if u hated him] before its too late. good things dont just come rolling for nothing. anyway. the most interesting part of her posts was.. umm. hold on. let me just show u n u judge them for urself. n rmb. she's talking abt her EX.

"hi anwar... i'm glad i still have the time to write this message to you.. coz.. *sigh*i wont be here for long... in this message i would like to thank you for the love you gave me before you went to ite... take care of izyan well... i'd wish to see your wedding sey... and ya.. i didnt have the courage to tell you this when i'm with you.. i love you..."

see what i mean? u'll never know how to love someone until they're gone. for good. what? am i jealous? ahaha. a bit can be said lah. maybe not so much. cuz i'm not intimidated by her aktuali. she's nice lah. cant possibly be my enemy. =) ok. here's another one. this is the one that shocks me. *wonder why u never put down his NRIC number beside it.*

*in memories of my love; Muhd Khairul Anwar Bin Md Ya'akob
*to those who were thinking of their special someone in your past life.

hmm. correction. his father does not have a Md in his name. =)

P.S : so much had happen since you went away... i finally understand the meaning of the song Demolition Lovers, honey... my love was gone on 19 Sept 05... you found the perfect girl.. which is my neighbour... seeing you filled my day with happiness... your smile is as if it was especially for me... and the feeling still lasts till now... i never wanna let you go, honey... coz you're the one i love...

by then she should have been able to get over him right? wrong. it was then that i noticed that she took one whole year to get over him. [if she already had lah]. ahaha. she said her love was gone on 19 sept. the weird thing? i got together with him on the 11 aug. ahaha. well. i knew he had a gf a wk into our relationship. i dont know abt her. ahaha. and yeah. she's my neighbour. just across the road. hmm. again. learn to love before u lose. =)) aktuali there's a lot more to tell but i guess thats just enough to show how much she 'loved' my BOYFRIEND, then. she is so darn lucky that i get to know abt all these only now. cuz if i got to know abt all that before, she is so dead. well. not dead lah. the least i would do is ask her. =P

love is hard. yeah. tell me abt it. every single happy moment comes with a price. that includes relationships. no doubt i missed him. but i have to bear. if i wanna be happy. =) and i guess i will be when i roll back in school and be with all my crazy peeps! ahaha! they're the ones i missed the most! my lovers!! hehe. u guys will be in so much trouble when i come back cuz i missed fooling ppl n make myself look like one! haha. okies. thats all for now. i guess i'll update some time soon. =)

to her. get a move on. one gerl's loss is another gerl's gain.

``Mat Jenin