oak abe abe!
good news. post mortem will be held this saturday as BB CSC. yessa! finally! heh. masa untuk melepaskan gian. haha. anyway. yday was super fun. i went on a date with darling dayah. well. supposedly it was a one on one date. but it turned out to be that i bumped into fellow Nadim-ians. they had an outing on that same day. heh. only one word. FUN. the first part was mendak. but as the sun starts to set, things get more interesting. haha. shall not further elaborate more on that shall we? and to those who were there, please. what ends there ends there hor. jangan pulak terbawak2 sampai ke dalam mimpi ke, realiti ke ok? hahahaha. siak ah mai. let's not get too excited here shall we? =P k lah. the day ended very nicely yday. i never got sesat. things were looking great. only that its been a while since i last spent time with dear lahling. hmm. nvm. we'll have our own date later on ok? =) oh. n i'm sooo super bored at home now. lahling went fishing, parents are out n i'm at home doing my script. oh well. let's get back to work now shall we? laters peoples.

``Mat Jenin

OK. 3RD POST = BOREDNESS
this is just to say that BABY Mishary has got his first teeth! at last. after more than 10 months, he's finally gotten a first teeth! heh. i love u, Mishary. =) k dah. tu je. =P

``Mat Jenin

just when i thought.

oak abe abe.
its been more than a week Nadim ended. but now i just realised. i have not gotten over it. yet. gosh. how i missed those trainings. how i missed those dances. how i missed those songs. just when i thought i was moving along fine. idiot. i hate this ya know. i hate the part where memories by memories start to flood your mind; the funny moments we get scolded for doing something stupid. the happy moments when we managed to sing everything in tune. the tough moments when people started to go sick one at a time. the angry moments when some people sabotaged the whole team and caused the whole team to flop. and especially. the sad moment when we put up our last show and everything ends. *sighs* how come this is so hard? it wasnt that hard before. god. i cant believe myself. i am not moving on. i am still browsing through the pictures and videos of nadim every night before i go to sleep. i am still waking up each and every day, anticipating that there will be training at rp. n i am still saying n singing my lines throughout the whole day, where ever i may be. damn. i need to be strong. i'll get out of my mind if i dont get over this whole 'nadim' thing. nadim-ians. u guys really created that lasting impact in my life. much more than anyone ever did. as yet. i missed u guys. i really do. ='(

``Mat Jenin

aku tak boleh terima yang kau mencintai dia dan bukan aku.

dan aku masih tak boleh terima kenyataan itu hingga kini.

kenapa?

haruskah aku bertanya?

``Mat Jenin

i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.

I HATE YOU, idiot.

PERIOD.

oak abe abe!
heh. hello people. i missed my blog. i missed blogging. and. i missed Nadim. yes. we had our last nadim performance yesterday. it was so touching. i felt super sad. after all those tireless training and intensive polishing, i knew it was going to be hard to end this. and it was. at the end of the show, i became more touched when the kids cried their hearts out because it was their last show day. see. if they can feel the lost why cant we? of course everyone else did. nevertheless i am proud of every one who made the performance a success. yes we get scolded. yes we complain. yes we make mistakes. but it was all for the better. i'll miss the bujangga dara. i'll miss the bujangga teruna. i'll miss my beloved MCHQ. i'll miss the budak-budak. i'll miss the orang gaujapuri. thanks you guys for making a difference in my life. this definitely does end my year well. =) ok. below is the video that i managed to record. from yesterday's news. luckily i reached home just in time to record. i guess at that point of time everyone else is still at victoria theatre helping the set crew. hurhur.

pictures from nadim will be uploaded to my friendster. NADIM-ians, if u want those pictures just leave me ur email and i'll send it to u. k people. more updates later.

ZASSS!

``Mat Jenin

oak abe abe!
hello ppl of the world. i am happy to announce that orders for the tickets can start coming in now. so do visit our WEBSITE or inform me to book ur tickets. please come down and support us. we will promise u our best performance. =)

much love, crew bisikan nadim 08.

oak abe abe!
slmt hari raya aidiladha kepada semua kaum muslimin yang menyambutnye. hee.
sebenar2 nye saye sedang boring di sini. jadi mule lah ke-merepek-an saye ni ye. heh. pertama tama saye ingin menyampaikan dedikasi ini kepada Yang Berbahagia Encik Zulkifli Hassan. ini kerana dia membuat saye menjadi mabuk kepayang dengan tidak berjumpa saye selama beberape jam ye, tuan-tuan dan puan puan.. beberape jam.

haiya! lahling ah! saye rinduuuu sangat kat awak.. tolong lerr angkat telefon.. saye tau awak msaih tengah tido tapi saye peduli ape. angkat telefon horr. heh. =P


ok dah. btw people. datang lah tengok bisikan nadim pada 20 dan 21 dec ye. nak ticket? call/msg saye. setidak-tidaknye orang2 yang ade berkenaan dgn pementasan ini. terima kasih!

``Mat Jenin

random update

oak abe abe! here's a video of this baby boy. to tell u the truth, its magical how i've seen him grow up for the past months. gee. hurhur. aniwae. not much updates actually. only one word can best describe me now. NADIM. yeah. thats all.

now here's a video of lahling. i told u about the hot seat activity before right? well here it is. at last. they managed to hit lahling's soft spot and made him cry. yaay! hee. well. on the other hand, i feel super sad when he had to open up about what we thought was his oh-so-boring life. [and girl. if ur reading take a good look at this video and tell me what u think.] to lahling. dont worry about anything. i trust u and i believe in u. that's all that matters now right? =) *ps. u r super sweet that day. thanks baby.*

``Mat Jenin