oak abe abe.

i am super busy with shooting and drama, i barely have time for my beloved boyfriend.
sorry lahling, please tell me u will be free this coming weekend.
i wanna go out with youuuuu.
GAAHHHH.

``Mat Jenin

oak abe abe.

up till today, my mind is still stuck with one thing. i shall not mention what is that 'thing' i'm talking about, but i just wanna say that its bothering me very very much. i need help, but i'm afraid. i need to talk, but i dont know how. wahlauwei.



ps. wo ai ni.
pss. i know ps has nothing to do with the post. hahaha.

``Mat Jenin

oak abe abe.
this will be a very short post.
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aku jatuh cinta... sekali lagi. (:

``Mat Jenin

oak abe abe.

this message goes out to one person and one person only.

TO YOU.
i lost ur number.
so try your best to get my new number.
i'll be waiting for ur msg. (:

``Mat Jenin

*screams*

oak abe abe!

i have good news and bad news.
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the bad news is i cant buy my AINO phone because its too expensive. :(((
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the good news is..... I GOT AN iPHONE FOR FREE!!!!! *screams*

oh wells. anyway.
its the time of the month where i can cry laugh and shout for no reason.
dont blame me. blame the pms.


ps.
i love you dear uncle.
i love you dear family. (:

``Mat Jenin

Kepada yang bernama kemarahan

Terlalu jauh untuk mengusapi
seraut wajah bernama insan
walau di sini aku telah lama
berkunjung dan berhenti
pada suatu persinggahan.

Api yang semarak dan menyala
tidak mungkin dapat dipadam
setelah pintu kesabaran
terkunci mati dan diri
pun tersadai di lembah
nafsu yang menggila.

Tuhan
telah Kau taburi butir-butir keinsafan
mungkin setelah aku
meluangkan sedikit masa mengingati-Mu
dan menghumbankan sesuatu
sifat yang dibenci, yang dikeji.

``Mat Jenin