oh yes. and btw. if u think that little warning of urs is gonna tick me off, u r soo wrong girl. i am not born to be barbaric. i repeat. BARBARIC. now that's what i call pure shitheads.
oak abe abe!
``Mat Jenin
Friday, October 24, 2008
ooh la la~
ooh. i sense tint of jealousy around me now. somebody is obviously NOT happy with the way i am now. hah. i know. ur talking abt me. hmm let's see now. when was the last time that i bitched about u? err. july? august? yeah. so why the sudden burst? hmph. maybe things between u guys arent that good, or perhaps u guys sparked a little fight and both agreed on pushing the blame on me? i dont know. AND I DONT CARE. hello missy. get ur facts right first before attempting to blast at me for no apparrent reason ok. u soo dont know what he does behind u. get this right, i know him far better than u do. one thing's for sure, i did NOT contact ur BF. i did NOT bother ur BF. i NEVER ever want him back in my life again. make sure u get that inside that little head of his. if u want to know, which i guess u already do, he is the one contacting me for you-know-what reason ok. the only thing that makes me want to continue entertaining him is because of SYMPATHY. and not LOVE. like hello? its soo long over between us alright. there, there honeypie. dont get too paranoid now. i know u feel SUPER conscious due to the fact that u wouldnt want to lose him again. i know. i never wanna do that. i believe his choices are based on reasons that only he knows. i never said he never loved u. i believe he does. so what's the problem now? if u think i'm really a big threat to ur current relationship why arent u coming up to me and say it? maybe i dont realise what i'm doing. oh wait. in the first place, what exactly did i do? huh? that's for u to know and for me to find out. the thing is i dont want to find out. so i dont see any reason for u to blast at me for no logical reason or explaination, as if i know this whole love story of urs. n to u Mr Lover. i am waaaay OVER u. was i the one begging u asking u to take me back? was i the one who wanted tolet go of this relationship? no. a big fat NO alrite. excuse me mister. i made my way through until now WITHOUT u ok. 5 months without u back then. n i survived. so dont make it look as if ur one big hell of a man that supports the foundation of my life because u never did. 3 years of relationship is not easy and u fucking know that. i managed to stay strong and i am proud of it. n until now i am still standing and proud to be where i am now even though i've been through hell before in my last few moments of relationship with u. just when i thought everything was over. u proved me wrong. both u and ur gf. come on lah girl. stop pin pointing others. in the first place how can i ruin ur relationship if i dont even keep in contact with anyone of u? stupid. just remember this. i am happy with the life i have now. i have HIM. i have my love. i have my friends. i have MY FAMILY. n i dont need anything more. not even a wince of sympathy or attention from u or ur bf. ur still not over me yet arent u dear Mr Lover? it was u who tagged me. i know. u wanna know how i know? because nobody says 'i love you' to me the way u do. i dont stick with u for 3 years n learn nothing ok. just one piece of advice that i gave u last time. n i hope u still rmb it till now. follow ur heart. cuz it always tells u to do the right thing that can make u happy till whenever. n whatever happens in ur relationship never ever put the blame on me or HIM because we were never involved in the shits that were hurled at u. oh yes btw. did i mention that i am SUPER happy with my relationship with my dear Lahling now? i did? good. because i just need u to remember that. the more u guys do this, the more intense ur relationship gets, the more happier i am with Lahling because i know he loves me more than u ever did. now what i want u guys to do is to stay on the low, do ur own private things and DONT bother my life again ok. not even for ANY reason u find logical. alrite? ok now go. shush. just go and play somewhere far from me.
oh yes. and btw. if u think that little warning of urs is gonna tick me off, u r soo wrong girl. i am not born to be barbaric. i repeat. BARBARIC. now that's what i call pure shitheads.
oak abe abe!
oh yes. and btw. if u think that little warning of urs is gonna tick me off, u r soo wrong girl. i am not born to be barbaric. i repeat. BARBARIC. now that's what i call pure shitheads.
oak abe abe!
Thursday, October 23, 2008
oak abe abe!
haiya. PW PW PW. crazy freak. now no more PW for the moment ok. i wanna destress. hee. i wanna talk about ME. heehee. macam paham pe yan. no lah. i got nothing to do actually. *no actually i do have something to do. MATHS.* ah. buat bodoh kambing. i had a chat wtih twin sis just now. been so long i never talked to her. i missed her SUPER very much. n i got to know some stuffs. i'm just glad that it came from her and not anybody else. gerl. no matter what i will believe you. i never doubted ur friendship. dont worry about me. i'm fine. n i still love you like before. =) dear you. thanks for that FK moment. it was simply sweet of u. hee.
alrite babe. now i wanna go makan. very hungry already. den must sit down and do... MATHS. oh god. help me. please. sheesh.
ps. eh krg2 nak gi night safari tak?
kite gi halloween night dier. jom ah. hee!
``Mat Jenin
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
outdated
oak abe abe! HEE. ok lah. ni lah dia gmbr2 tu. sikit2 je k. got too many pictures too upload so i guess i'll just randomly select some and post it up. i'll upload the rest in my friendster profile yah. enjoyz! =P``Mat Jenin
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Sunday, October 19, 2008
2nd post
[01] Do you ever wonder what your last ex is up to?
; Yes. sometimes when i start to daydream.
[02] have u ever been given roses?
; Yes. by Ridaudin.
[03] What is your all-time favorite
romance movie?
; Mohabbatein. TITANIC.
[04] How many times have you honestly
fallen deeply in love?
; Once. including this one, twice. =)
[05] Do you believe that everyone has their soulmate?
; uhuh. definitely.
[06] What's your current problem?
; he's not comfortable with, AS YET.
07] Have you ever had your heart broken?
; Yep. loads of times.
; Yes. sometimes when i start to daydream.
[02] have u ever been given roses?
; Yes. by Ridaudin.
[03] What is your all-time favorite
romance movie?
; Mohabbatein. TITANIC.
[04] How many times have you honestly
fallen deeply in love?
; Once. including this one, twice. =)
[05] Do you believe that everyone has their soulmate?
; uhuh. definitely.
[06] What's your current problem?
; he's not comfortable with, AS YET.
07] Have you ever had your heart broken?
; Yep. loads of times.
[08] Had a Long Distance Relationship?
; once. and it doesnt work out. so i dont believe in it.
[09] Do you believe in this saying-
ONCE A CHEATER ALWAYS A CHEATER?
; now? no. last time? yes.
[10] Do you want to get married?
; Yes yes yes please! =D
[11] How many kids do you want to have?
; FIVE. or more? hee.
[12] What're your favorite colors?
; Hot Pink. Lime Green
[13] Who was the last person you held
hands with?
; Zulkifli.
[14] Do you believe in love at first
sight?
; Totally.
[16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
; When i was in Primary 4.
[17] Do you still like your ex?
; like? yes. love? i prefer not to disclose.
[18] Do you know someone who likes you?
; err.. i guess?
[19] Do you like anyone?
; i like a lot of ppl. hurhur.
[20] Do they know you like/love them?
; i think so. except for Taufik Batisah. =P
[21] Would you kiss someone?
; Only if i truly love that someone.
(22) Whats your status?
; ATTACHED. && LOVING IT.
; err.. i guess?
[19] Do you like anyone?
; i like a lot of ppl. hurhur.
[20] Do they know you like/love them?
; i think so. except for Taufik Batisah. =P
[21] Would you kiss someone?
; Only if i truly love that someone.
(22) Whats your status?
; ATTACHED. && LOVING IT.
``Mat Jenin
haiya
oak abe abe!
haiya haiya. so long nvr update. haha. been very bz lately. particularly with PW. thank god. my pw drama has ended. n it was indeed a success. thanks to the cast : ATIKA, Zul, Fafa n Handry. i love u guys so much. without u guys i dont know how my PW group's drama wil turn out. =)) ok let's see. woah. too many things to say lah. so many things have been going on. too many pictures to upload. tk tergh-larghat dhen nok upload ni ha... *ape sey tu?* haha. whatever. ok just bits here n there lah k.
on 6th oct my beloved frens had a bdae surprise for me. it was 'wonderful'. keke. so many 'nicee' bdae presents. but the best part was, my MBF wrote n sang a song specially for me. aww. so sweet. sayang kau lah abang kurps. =P
on the 11 oct as i posted, we sastera mates went for a raya outing it was SUPER fun. no hassle. it was simply enjoyable. thnx eh ppl. u really made the day the most memorable outing ever.
on the 15 oct. we got our promotional status. alhamdulillah. i managed to pull thru. to those of u who have to leave us i just wanna say that this is not the end of the world. maybe there are better opportunities for u ppl out there. maybe u'll be more successful then us MIllennias one day. who knows? =) oh yes. this day is ZEE MOST special day because we managed to get my MBF to go up on stage n dance! hah! how exactly we do that? we sabotaged him! keke. cute or what sia? =)) wanna watch? go to youtube. USOP MILLENNIA. hee. opps. =O
on the 17 oct my PW grp carried out their drama skit abt maid abuse. it was a success as i;'ve mentioned. thnx to my talented cast. i dont know what to do without u guys. n to atika. so sorry that u got hurt in the process. hee. that's what we call hardiness and determination. =))
yesteday. my PW grp n amirah's PW grp went to rp to finish up our OP slides. from morning till night. we did our work. we gossipped. we flared. it was fun. so much things i didnt know. esp abt YOU. Ms A.Y. hmm.
i guess i'm done. i'm supposed to do something else but instead i sat in front of this computer blogging. wth. haha. ok lah. i gtg. see u guys somewhere someday sometime. soon. hee. OAK ABE ABE!
ps. thnx atika. for the info u gave me.
it really helped. now i know who's 'polluter'.
dasar betina.
hurhur.
haiya haiya. so long nvr update. haha. been very bz lately. particularly with PW. thank god. my pw drama has ended. n it was indeed a success. thanks to the cast : ATIKA, Zul, Fafa n Handry. i love u guys so much. without u guys i dont know how my PW group's drama wil turn out. =)) ok let's see. woah. too many things to say lah. so many things have been going on. too many pictures to upload. tk tergh-larghat dhen nok upload ni ha... *ape sey tu?* haha. whatever. ok just bits here n there lah k.
on 6th oct my beloved frens had a bdae surprise for me. it was 'wonderful'. keke. so many 'nicee' bdae presents. but the best part was, my MBF wrote n sang a song specially for me. aww. so sweet. sayang kau lah abang kurps. =P
on the 11 oct as i posted, we sastera mates went for a raya outing it was SUPER fun. no hassle. it was simply enjoyable. thnx eh ppl. u really made the day the most memorable outing ever.
on the 15 oct. we got our promotional status. alhamdulillah. i managed to pull thru. to those of u who have to leave us i just wanna say that this is not the end of the world. maybe there are better opportunities for u ppl out there. maybe u'll be more successful then us MIllennias one day. who knows? =) oh yes. this day is ZEE MOST special day because we managed to get my MBF to go up on stage n dance! hah! how exactly we do that? we sabotaged him! keke. cute or what sia? =)) wanna watch? go to youtube. USOP MILLENNIA. hee. opps. =O
on the 17 oct my PW grp carried out their drama skit abt maid abuse. it was a success as i;'ve mentioned. thnx to my talented cast. i dont know what to do without u guys. n to atika. so sorry that u got hurt in the process. hee. that's what we call hardiness and determination. =))
yesteday. my PW grp n amirah's PW grp went to rp to finish up our OP slides. from morning till night. we did our work. we gossipped. we flared. it was fun. so much things i didnt know. esp abt YOU. Ms A.Y. hmm.
i guess i'm done. i'm supposed to do something else but instead i sat in front of this computer blogging. wth. haha. ok lah. i gtg. see u guys somewhere someday sometime. soon. hee. OAK ABE ABE!
ps. thnx atika. for the info u gave me.
it really helped. now i know who's 'polluter'.
dasar betina.
hurhur.
``Mat Jenin
Sunday, October 12, 2008
raya outing
oak abe abe!
yday was SUPER DE DUPER fun! i went on a raya outing with my sastera peeps *along with their ehems* and i can tell u its the best and syncronised raya outing i've ever been to. everybody were so colourful. hee. we went to a total of 8 houses in total approx. we took arnd 12 hrs i think? haha. went to hidayah golek's hse and she gave a surprise bday cake to her ehem. aww. so sweet. den we went to cg's house den hafiz usop den fandy den me den amirah den hafiz rawal den fuad and lastly hayati. haha. ok let's count. ok sorry. ada 9 hse total. haha. i tell u amirah's hse was the most memorable hse i went to. she's got a SUPER cute ragdoll cat! so fluffy so CUTE! the best part is, my MATHSBF is afraid of cats. haha. u put someone who is afraid of cats in a hse with a cat and what happens? shit happens. hahaha. he went to the extend of clinging on top of handry when the cat is running arnd the house. buruk ke pe sop? haha. hafiz rawal's hse on the other hand reminded me of alice in wonderland. the whole hse was so... Disney. hahaha. seriously. if we had the time i would really had wanted to stay for longer. but yeah. its the time factor.
at the end of the day, we went headed to our last stop at Eunos, rumah hayati, paid the bus driver since we wont be uising his services anymore for the day. everything arnd that area was so classic except for the fact that all over the place were scuttering cockroaches. yes i said COCKROACHES. my frens walked straight to the lift but i zig-zagged all the way trying to avoid the sight of those filthy creatures. what do u expect? lipas siak. geli ke pe. den at 1140 we left hayati's hse n headed for eunos mrt BUT it turns out to be we missed the last train. damn. we thought of taking the 67 bus to cck mrt but it already ended at the eunos bus int. so we had to go to the opposite direction outside of the int. the most silliest thing is. hafiz made us run in heels! wth. particularly amirah n me. we're wearing heels of how many inches n we ran! style ke pe. haha. skali we got to know that we chased after the wrong bus. siak ah fiz. grr. he's gonna pay for what he did to my heels. i mean OUR heels. haha. in the end we went our separate ways. hafiz amirah zul n me took 67 to cck and the rest took 61 to bb. despite all the hiccups of yday's outing, i never felt happier. maybe due to the fact that missed raya outing so much, or becuz i get to spend more than 12 hrs with lahling. hee. sorry no pictures cuz my dear amirah havnt gotten the chance to upload it as yet. so yeah. i'll upload it as soon as she send it to me yah? btw. I LOVE U GUYS. THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL SUPER HAPPY. YDAY WILL BE A DAY THAT I WILL ALWAYS CHERISH. I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING U GUYS AGAIN. lovees~ ok done. gotta rush. going to seranggon plaza today. PW matters. sheesh.
oak abe abe! hee.
btw. lahling look awesome. mcm extra cute gitu kn.
and to my MATHSBF. u looked SUPER hot. sayang kau sgt2. =))
yday was SUPER DE DUPER fun! i went on a raya outing with my sastera peeps *along with their ehems* and i can tell u its the best and syncronised raya outing i've ever been to. everybody were so colourful. hee. we went to a total of 8 houses in total approx. we took arnd 12 hrs i think? haha. went to hidayah golek's hse and she gave a surprise bday cake to her ehem. aww. so sweet. den we went to cg's house den hafiz usop den fandy den me den amirah den hafiz rawal den fuad and lastly hayati. haha. ok let's count. ok sorry. ada 9 hse total. haha. i tell u amirah's hse was the most memorable hse i went to. she's got a SUPER cute ragdoll cat! so fluffy so CUTE! the best part is, my MATHSBF is afraid of cats. haha. u put someone who is afraid of cats in a hse with a cat and what happens? shit happens. hahaha. he went to the extend of clinging on top of handry when the cat is running arnd the house. buruk ke pe sop? haha. hafiz rawal's hse on the other hand reminded me of alice in wonderland. the whole hse was so... Disney. hahaha. seriously. if we had the time i would really had wanted to stay for longer. but yeah. its the time factor.
at the end of the day, we went headed to our last stop at Eunos, rumah hayati, paid the bus driver since we wont be uising his services anymore for the day. everything arnd that area was so classic except for the fact that all over the place were scuttering cockroaches. yes i said COCKROACHES. my frens walked straight to the lift but i zig-zagged all the way trying to avoid the sight of those filthy creatures. what do u expect? lipas siak. geli ke pe. den at 1140 we left hayati's hse n headed for eunos mrt BUT it turns out to be we missed the last train. damn. we thought of taking the 67 bus to cck mrt but it already ended at the eunos bus int. so we had to go to the opposite direction outside of the int. the most silliest thing is. hafiz made us run in heels! wth. particularly amirah n me. we're wearing heels of how many inches n we ran! style ke pe. haha. skali we got to know that we chased after the wrong bus. siak ah fiz. grr. he's gonna pay for what he did to my heels. i mean OUR heels. haha. in the end we went our separate ways. hafiz amirah zul n me took 67 to cck and the rest took 61 to bb. despite all the hiccups of yday's outing, i never felt happier. maybe due to the fact that missed raya outing so much, or becuz i get to spend more than 12 hrs with lahling. hee. sorry no pictures cuz my dear amirah havnt gotten the chance to upload it as yet. so yeah. i'll upload it as soon as she send it to me yah? btw. I LOVE U GUYS. THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL SUPER HAPPY. YDAY WILL BE A DAY THAT I WILL ALWAYS CHERISH. I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING U GUYS AGAIN. lovees~ ok done. gotta rush. going to seranggon plaza today. PW matters. sheesh.
oak abe abe! hee.
btw. lahling look awesome. mcm extra cute gitu kn.
and to my MATHSBF. u looked SUPER hot. sayang kau sgt2. =))
``Mat Jenin
Friday, October 10, 2008
let me repost whatever i blogged abt.
Friday, September 19, 2008
currently i'm in school. just finished my sastera paper just now. it was f*cking hard. i swear. ok dah. no hope already. to all my year ones i think i'll meet u guys next year yah. =)). ok now for the serious part.i just saw her blog just now. n now i am feelin SUPER bad. SUPER guilty. i dont know why. i think because i'm in the wrong i guess? hello. yan. like OBVIOUSLY u're in the wrong. then who else? him? no right? gosh. i swear i never felt this way before. its like u're trampling on someone's dreams just to get on top of urs. f*ck lah kn. dah lah yan. u r SUPER bitchy siak. come on. dont be SUPER selfish. think of others can? for once lah yan. THINK OF OTHERS.ok dah. i'm tired. tired of all this SHIT. i've had enough. i dont care animore. i wanna stop thinking abt stupid shits alreadi. SUPER stupid shits.
period.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
i feel bad. very very bad. am i doing the right thing? am i doing something that i am NOT supposed to do? why is everybody asking me so much qns? is it my fault? i dont know. its not that i want to do this. its not that i asked for this stupid shit. it just happens.
today's incident made me wake up. it made me wake up to the fact that i'm being selfish. i'm being cruel. i'm being a hypocrite. n his decision is not helping. i'm a girl. n i understand how she should feel. because i felt it before.
damn u lah izyan.
i dont want to hurt other ppl. but if i dont, it will be to the expense of hurting myself. so which will it be izyan? others or yourself? its hard. and its UNFAIR. be it for me or for them both. i want this shit. really really badly. but i dont know if i am asking for something that is worth it. again i'm telling. i dont want to hurt other ppl. esp if they had nvr done anything wrong to me. shit. i just hate dilemmas.
boy, i soo need your help. i soo need your comfort.
i soo need your shoulders. pls dont leave me this way.
this feeling just utterly sucks.
you know i didnt ask for it right?
you know our situation right?
you know how hard this is for the both of us right?
pls tell me you do.
because i soo need YOU.
hmm. whatever u are doing shows how much u understood whatever i posted lah. can i just ask something? whatever u state at ur blog, is it stated by me? NO. its stated by a fren of mine who happens to pass by n gives her own point of view. n not me. yang terlibat dlm ni adalah saye zul dan amirah. tp knp yg lain sibuk2 ye? oh. kepo agknye. hee. ok lah. kasi chance lah kt krg. mcm deprived pulak kalau awk smua tk dpt luahkn perasaan terhadap saye. sile lah sile. kerana walau apa pun saye tau by 10 yrs down the road awk smua dah boleh berfikir dah sedar yg ape2 yg krg buat ni membosankn. so nnt pandai2 lah krg diam sendiri ye. saye byk lg hal penting yg boleh saye buat. i will keep this blog public as long as i can take it lah. if not i think i'll make it private so that u 'penyokong2' setia will not be able to interfere in my life. oh yes btw. awk nk lelong blog saye ye. hmm. kalau gitu saye pun nk lah lelong blog awk. =)))
OAK ABE ABE!
Friday, September 19, 2008
currently i'm in school. just finished my sastera paper just now. it was f*cking hard. i swear. ok dah. no hope already. to all my year ones i think i'll meet u guys next year yah. =)). ok now for the serious part.i just saw her blog just now. n now i am feelin SUPER bad. SUPER guilty. i dont know why. i think because i'm in the wrong i guess? hello. yan. like OBVIOUSLY u're in the wrong. then who else? him? no right? gosh. i swear i never felt this way before. its like u're trampling on someone's dreams just to get on top of urs. f*ck lah kn. dah lah yan. u r SUPER bitchy siak. come on. dont be SUPER selfish. think of others can? for once lah yan. THINK OF OTHERS.ok dah. i'm tired. tired of all this SHIT. i've had enough. i dont care animore. i wanna stop thinking abt stupid shits alreadi. SUPER stupid shits.
period.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
i feel bad. very very bad. am i doing the right thing? am i doing something that i am NOT supposed to do? why is everybody asking me so much qns? is it my fault? i dont know. its not that i want to do this. its not that i asked for this stupid shit. it just happens.
today's incident made me wake up. it made me wake up to the fact that i'm being selfish. i'm being cruel. i'm being a hypocrite. n his decision is not helping. i'm a girl. n i understand how she should feel. because i felt it before.
damn u lah izyan.
i dont want to hurt other ppl. but if i dont, it will be to the expense of hurting myself. so which will it be izyan? others or yourself? its hard. and its UNFAIR. be it for me or for them both. i want this shit. really really badly. but i dont know if i am asking for something that is worth it. again i'm telling. i dont want to hurt other ppl. esp if they had nvr done anything wrong to me. shit. i just hate dilemmas.
boy, i soo need your help. i soo need your comfort.
i soo need your shoulders. pls dont leave me this way.
this feeling just utterly sucks.
you know i didnt ask for it right?
you know our situation right?
you know how hard this is for the both of us right?
pls tell me you do.
because i soo need YOU.
hmm. whatever u are doing shows how much u understood whatever i posted lah. can i just ask something? whatever u state at ur blog, is it stated by me? NO. its stated by a fren of mine who happens to pass by n gives her own point of view. n not me. yang terlibat dlm ni adalah saye zul dan amirah. tp knp yg lain sibuk2 ye? oh. kepo agknye. hee. ok lah. kasi chance lah kt krg. mcm deprived pulak kalau awk smua tk dpt luahkn perasaan terhadap saye. sile lah sile. kerana walau apa pun saye tau by 10 yrs down the road awk smua dah boleh berfikir dah sedar yg ape2 yg krg buat ni membosankn. so nnt pandai2 lah krg diam sendiri ye. saye byk lg hal penting yg boleh saye buat. i will keep this blog public as long as i can take it lah. if not i think i'll make it private so that u 'penyokong2' setia will not be able to interfere in my life. oh yes btw. awk nk lelong blog saye ye. hmm. kalau gitu saye pun nk lah lelong blog awk. =)))
OAK ABE ABE!
``Mat Jenin
haiya. wa punyia blog sulah jati maciam itu kapal pilang!!! cho meng ah...! phang wo ah...! aiyo. korang2 ni eh. dah tkde kerja lain ke? kn tgh hari raya ni. tlg lah mak kt rumah buat ketupat ke ape ke kn lg mulia.. ni tk. duduk dpn comp spam2 blog orang. itu pon boleh gembira kah? haha. dah lah. saye tau ape salah saye. saye tau ape salah MATAIR saye dan awak puan amira roslan patut tau salah awak jugak ye. perampas pun perampas lah. janji happy? ada betul? ye saye. mmg saye bahagia sekali. teramat bahagia sekali dgn kehidupan baru yg saye jalani ni. but then it would be better without the presence of u guys lah. 'penyokong2' saye yg sudi mengambil berat ttg ape segala yg saye ingin lakukn dlm hidup saye. terima kasih lah ye tp saye ni sebenarnye dah cukup perhatian. jd saye suggest awk berilah perhatian2 awk yg tidak diperlukn di sini kepada yg lebih memerlukan seperti rumah anak2 yatim ke rumah orang2 tua ke ye tk? oh oh. maksud saye 'penyokong2' setia adalah orang2 yg sudi mengikuti kursus hidup saye dan mengkritik segala kesalahan saye. dgn mengkritik saye awk telah menjadikn saye seorang manusia yg lebih berwaspada dan lebih baik dari yg ini. ok dah. saye nk pegi romen2. jgn kepo ye. haha. OAK ABE ABE!
``Mat Jenin
Sunday, October 5, 2008
ramblings.
OAK ABE ABE!
so much for my later on in the day. its already a new day. haha. n i'm not asleep yet. why? i dont know. not sleepy i guess. at last. i've settled my WR articles n now the only thing that needs to be done is to send it to my dear crystal. and handry. if i get to meet u, u r soo gonna get it from me. just be prepared. grr.just now when i came back from the library, there was nobody at home. i'm left alone. again. *apadah* so from that afternoon till night [excluding the i-dont-know-how-many-times-we-hung-up-on-each-other calls. =P] i chatted on the phone with lahling. n since i cant upload pictures to my comp due to some technical fault, i got lahling to upload it and send it to my email. aww. *sanggup awk ye? maceh.*
although my research is done, there are stilll a whole lot of things that needs to be settled. gosh. u wouldnt wanna know what are the things that i have yet to settle. all i've been doing lately is delay. delay. delay. postpone. postpone. postpone. aduh. come on yan. FORCE OI. FORCE. i seriously need to follow STRICTLY to my planned timetable man. if not. sheesh.
btw. thnx aini chic'lil. awk lah org pertama yg msg saye. saye tk menyangka. =)) dan hayati. saye syg awk jugak walaupun org kata muke awk mcm ostrich ke awk anak keling ke ape ke. saye tk kisah. kekekeke. and to all others that wished me, thank u so much. i love u guys to the core man. i swear. teehee. oh oh. before i forget. zaidah! thnx for lending me ur lappie. that is by far the greatest favour anyone had ever done for me. i love u a whole lot! *hugs* ok. i'm done with the talking. now i'm off to do the dozing. ZASSSSSSS!
``Mat Jenin
Saturday, October 4, 2008
stuck
oak abe abe!
i'm drained. SUPER drained. currently i'm with YB lahling *kn awk kn?* at mac doing my WR research. haiya. SUPER leceh siak. i know what i'm supposed to do but the thing is i doont know what kind of articles to focus on. i called wijayasukarno but he nvr pick up. still sleeping i guess. haha. i called crystal but she's not at home. hmm. now i'm stuck with someone who dont even know a thing abt PW and i dont know what to do. blah blah blah. ok ah. saye lapar. nk gi makan. i'll update soon. ltr on in the day. oak abe abe!
``Mat Jenin
Thursday, October 2, 2008
random
oak abe abe!
i was late for sch today. i woke up at approximately 7.59am. wth. i called lahling for 'only-god-knows-how-many' times but he didnt pick up. so i thought he was waiting for me at the usual. therefore i panicked n rushed to get ready. when suddenly. he called. still SUPER groggy. haha. so i know he just woke up also. phew. anw. nevertheless i still went to sch, went for maths lesson. and maths lesson only. then went for consultation with ms huang. after that. went to do some grocery shopping, ate, and went home. now i'm sitting in front of somebody's comp n blogging. teehee.
i wanna go raye. but there's so many things to do. but i have soo little time. now i'm left with 2 choices. either i do it or i go up to the umpteenth storey of a building, throw down all my notes and to-dos and try to chase for it by jumping down the building. my decision: do it. *like duh* aduh. it hurts more when i list out all the things that needs to be done. *dah mcm nk gi perang ade plan2 terperinci ni smua. rabak pe yan.* its ok. FORCE OI. FORCE. hee. i'm starting to miss MCS already. i miss drama. i miss acting. i miss their craziness. if only i could stop time. hmms. ok now i wanna go do out my final draft of my EOM. *ini anak tak habis2 dgn EOM dier.* send and i''m done.
oh oh. on a random note. my maths best friend is in LOOVE. hee. i know u know everybody know. dah dah. tkmo hide. feel the love. savour the love. i'm telling u its nicee. trust me on this will ya? oak abe abe!
i was late for sch today. i woke up at approximately 7.59am. wth. i called lahling for 'only-god-knows-how-many' times but he didnt pick up. so i thought he was waiting for me at the usual. therefore i panicked n rushed to get ready. when suddenly. he called. still SUPER groggy. haha. so i know he just woke up also. phew. anw. nevertheless i still went to sch, went for maths lesson. and maths lesson only. then went for consultation with ms huang. after that. went to do some grocery shopping, ate, and went home. now i'm sitting in front of somebody's comp n blogging. teehee.
i wanna go raye. but there's so many things to do. but i have soo little time. now i'm left with 2 choices. either i do it or i go up to the umpteenth storey of a building, throw down all my notes and to-dos and try to chase for it by jumping down the building. my decision: do it. *like duh* aduh. it hurts more when i list out all the things that needs to be done. *dah mcm nk gi perang ade plan2 terperinci ni smua. rabak pe yan.* its ok. FORCE OI. FORCE. hee. i'm starting to miss MCS already. i miss drama. i miss acting. i miss their craziness. if only i could stop time. hmms. ok now i wanna go do out my final draft of my EOM. *ini anak tak habis2 dgn EOM dier.* send and i''m done.
oh oh. on a random note. my maths best friend is in LOOVE. hee. i know u know everybody know. dah dah. tkmo hide. feel the love. savour the love. i'm telling u its nicee. trust me on this will ya? oak abe abe!
``Mat Jenin
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
official
oak abe abe!
Today marks the end of Ramadhan and the start of Syawal, therefore i would like to take this oppurtunity to wish everyone SELAMAT HARI RAYA! kalau lah ada salah dan silap saya ataupun mungkin saya ada pernah terkasar bahasa atau laku, saya menyusun sepuluh jari memohon ampun kerana sesungguhnya saya tidak pernah berniat untuk melukakn hati mana2 pihak. terutama sekali kwn2 yg rapat dgn saya. oleh dari itu sekali lagi saya mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!
OOH OOH. BTW. ITS OFFICIAL BABY. IT'S AREADY OFFICIAL. =))
``Mat Jenin
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