i'm not ok.

these few days have been super sucky except for the fact that i had iftar on friday. somebody have been going around posing as me. and it is soo NOT funny. this poser particularly target at this particular blog at the most particular sensitive peak of time. and poser, if ur reading this i think u shud just retire from this stupid act of urs. go dig ur ass for other means of entertaining or satisfying urself. still dont know how? den i suggest u jump down from the umpteenth floor for all i care. i am soo not intimidated by u lah kn. if u r a guy that means u have no balls which means ur just a pathetic idiotic jerk that shudnt be entertained. if u r a girl then that means u r NOT a girl. u cant even come up to me n say u dont like me. or perhaps dont like the fact that i'm FUCKING happy with my beloved. get this clear in ur head. I WILL STILL LOVE HIM NO MATTER WHAT AND THERE IS NOTHING U CAN DO ABT IT. shithead. i dont know why these ppl just have to do these shitty stuff. well. i guess i'm just too popular or too perfect that some ppl just have to take advantage of every minor chances that they see to bring me down. fyi the more u do this, the more honoured i feel, the more higher i go. dumb dumb. and to ami. pls lah. i did not steal ur boyfren ok. n i did not TAG u. as if i got nothing better to do rather than get involved in ur life. the way u react at things totally proves how much u needed him in ur life. so dont make it look as if ur one big fuck and that u stood up for him in any way. firstly i thought i'd be feeling super guilty for the rest of my life. but now. i think that this may be the best decision i've made in my entire life as yet. u soo shud learn ur lesson. if not this will keep repeating itself n i will assure u not even the best of frens can make up for it. i bet he did tell u that its not me. but if u still think that its me then its up to u. a piece of advice: dont try me. i can be the most lenient girl there is on earth but when it comes to business i can make ur life as miserable as hell to the extent that u'd be feeling sorry that u'd ever known me. so pls. think before u even come to any conclusion. because i hate having enemies. period.

lahling. i'm sorry. i still wanna be with u though.

``Mat Jenin

hari raya preparations

today was fun. during sastera class we were assigned to decorate certain areas of the school with Hari Raya decorations by Cg Rasiah. so we divided the class into 2. half of them went to decorate the front of the general office while the other half of us stayed in class to stick those envelopes toegether so that we can hang em up. so yeah. we stapled n stapled and stapled n we're done. when suddenly somebody amongst us suggested, "eh korang! ape kate kite buat ucapan hari raya?" n i thought it was a great idea! haha. just take a look at the videos at the end of the post yah. the longer one is the second try. i thought the song was a bit too loud. tell me which one u guys prefer cuz i wanna send the better one to mediacorp. hee! nevertheless i had FUN! =)

ok den after sastera we had mgt. they went thru the ans n then we had our 4 periods of break. dah boring. tk tau ape nk buat, i decided to go to the o hub. stared in front of the comp until my eyes hurt n then slept during the last break period before heading off to PE. *aduh. dah puase. panas terik pulak tu.* we were told to run 4 rounds then we are free to play our games. after PE is actually the climax of my day. me n other sastera ppl sat by the carpark curb by the stadium n sang hari raya songs. haha. *terase kejap suasane raye ye tk?* keke. i had fun lah. thnx eh korang! =) for a moment there i didnt feel thirsty or hungry. after that met lahling who waited for me *aww so sweet.* n we headed back home. now. i'm sitting in front of the comp again checking my inbox. so many matters for me to handle n settle. alright i think i'll stop for now. i'll update soon. oh yah. here's the videos. enjoy. ZASSSS!

``Mat Jenin

in sch.

right now, i'm actually in the school's library. i just finished my MCS meeting abt an hr ago. then i borrowed nizar's laptop. n i'm currently using it. hee. during the meeting just nw, we talked and discussed abt impt issues n matters. gosh. i didnt know there's so many thngs to be done in so little time. luckily the work load tallies with the number of members we have. that is if i consider everyone as somebody whom i can trust and depend on. hmm. i dont wanna mention names but i just feel that ppl are just not doing their part. no matter how many times ppl try to talk to them they just still remained the same. its hard esp knowing that i love them to the core. haiya. manyak susah lah tu.

i was doing my maths revision abt 10 mins ago when i decided to blog. particularly abt.. nothing at all. haha. pathetic kn? no lah. actually i was so freaking attracted to nizar's lappie lah. the espresso black colour makes me drool. hee. it looks like cappuccino coffee to me. =)) gonna break fast outside because i'm staying for night study. most probably with hafiz handry n lahling.

eh eh. hold on eh.

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k dah. i took some pictures of us in the library. my lahling is obviously stressed out with the heavy work load that he has to get done before the exams. kn abang? hahaha. saya dah habis exam. awak bile pulak? kekeke. ooh ooh. n i managed to get lahling's timetable. look at what he did. typical kedi-ak. =))

ps. grr. i so hate u lah lahling. kediak. ish. siak. sundet.

``Mat Jenin

them.

dear fafa.
i envy ur strength in going thru whatever shit that happens to u every single time. i hope u can just stay strong n just wait. i know u'll be able to pull thru. dont lie to urself. be true n honest abt ur feelings n everything's going to turn out right. u will be happy then. i know u can do it, gerl. fyi i'll always be there for u if ever u need me. aku sayang kau tau.

dear hidayah.
ur willingness to hold on even though thru all these times has made me look up to u one notch higher. u've been thru harder times n i believe that this time u can hold on also. maybe u just need time. time to think n reflect abt ur actions. ur decisions. i understand. but i just want u to know one thing. i will now n forever be beside u to see u thru ur hard times. and thats because i love u. no matter what, i'll try to do anything to help u out of ur messy situation. dont give up darl. cuz u know u'll be at the losing end if u do. n pls. dont do decision when ur in a confused state of mind. u know it's wrong don't u?

``Mat Jenin

MUNA

omg. thnx to MUNA my blog is working again. gosh. i spent the past 70 yrs of my life tryina figure out the prob siak. n now it's solved! thanks to... MUNA! ish. sayang kau hardcore ah babe. wa caya sama lu ah, computer freak. keke. ok dah. i want to hit the publish button now. ZASSSSS!

``Mat Jenin

baby

look look! i namaged to this video of mishary from my daddy's fone. in this one, he's laughing. i didnt know he was ticklish. i made him laugh tau. keke. he's cute lah. ok dah. korang2 tgk k. i promise. very very cute. like me. =P

ps. i just loove this baby boy. =))

``Mat Jenin

bosan

ok. saye sebenarnya bosan ni sekarang. jadi saye membuat keputusan untuk 'blog'. ok. gmbr yang di atas tu saye letak atas dasar suke2 saje jadi awak jgn lah tanye kenape ye. mungkin sbb gmbr ni mcm ala2 klasik kot. sbb tu saye suke. *whats with the language man?*

ok. just now i went to the meeting at btcc. it was enriching. our grp's mentor was SUPER cool lah. so creative n so merepek. to the extend that my grp members got too carried away. haha. then after the meeting, i went to meet up with ex hubby. *siak ah. got nothing better to do ah?* talked for a while. reminiscing old times. though i feel TOTALLY awkward but it felt good. i dont know why. do you? hee. *winks*

i dont know eh. i'm missing u so much sey. *padahal baru td jumpe eh? haha.* i knew i have fallen for u a loooooong time ago but this feeling that i have right now is just... different. i just feel that miss u. n as i know it, MISSING will eventually lead to LOVING. woah. love is a VERY big word. its easier said than done. n i dont want u to love me just because i love u. i want u to love me out of ur own accord. n now i realised. its just a little bit more. a teeny weeny bit more n cupid will strike me. i know.

ps. aku rindu banget deh ama lahling ku.
tapi aku nggak tau kanapa.
kira-kira kanapa yei?
aduh. aku buntu sih.
semuanya pasti karna kamu wahei lahling.

``Mat Jenin

ouch

currently i'm in school. just finished my sastera paper just now. it was f*cking hard. i swear. ok dah. no hope already. to all my year ones i think i'll meet u guys next year yah. =)). ok now for the serious part.
i just saw her blog just now. n now i am feelin SUPER bad. SUPER guilty. i dont know why. i think because i'm in the wrong i guess? hello. yan. like OBVIOUSLY u're in the wrong. then who else? him? no right? gosh. i swear i never felt this way before. its like u're trampling on someone's dreams just to get on top of urs. f*ck lah kn. dah lah yan. u r SUPER bitchy siak. come on. dont be SUPER selfish. think of others can? for once lah yan. THINK OF OTHERS.
ok dah. i'm tired. tired of all this SHIT. i've had enough. i dont care animore. i wanna stop thinking abt stupid shits alreadi. SUPER stupid shits.

period.

``Mat Jenin

bad.

i feel bad. very very bad. am i doing the right thing? am i doing something that i am NOT supposed to do? why is everybody asking me so much qns? is it my fault? i dont know. its not that i want to do this. its not that i asked for this stupid shit. it just happens.

today's incident made me wake up. it made me wake up to the fact that i'm being selfish. i'm being cruel. i'm being a hypocrite. n his decision is not helping. i'm a girl. n i understand how she should feel. because i felt it before.

damn u lah izyan.

i dont want to hurt other ppl. but if i dont, it will be to the expense of hurting myself. so which will it be izyan? others or yourself? its hard. and its UNFAIR. be it for me or for them both. i want this shit. really really badly. but i dont know if i am asking for something that is worth it. again i'm telling. i dont want to hurt other ppl. esp if they had nvr done anything wrong to me. shit. i just hate dilemmas.

boy, i soo need your help. i soo need your comfort.

i soo need your shoulders. pls dont leave me this way.

this feeling just utterly sucks.

you know i didnt ask for it right?

you know our situation right?

you know how hard this is for the both of us right?

pls tell me you do.

because i soo need YOU.

``Mat Jenin

feelings.

ex hubby msged me just now. i dont know why but he sounds mad. like really mad. and i wonder why. i dont know. he said he did move on. he said his current GF is far better than me. he said his life is better off without my presence. but in the end he still admitted that he's not happy with me. n he doesnt answer me when i asked why. i dont know. because of this i am becoming more unsure of my own feelings. it SCARES me ok. he said he wants to talk things out with me. what 'things'?
we already took our separate paths bi. u moved on already. now please. allow me to move on also. dont hinder the feelings that i'm having for somebody else. the more u do this the more u r hurting urself. the more it makes u feel that moving on is not the right decision afterall. but i know the best thing for us right now is to stay away from each other. so be it. perhaps ur pretendence is the best medicine afterall. especially for the current situation that we r in right now. fyi i dont wish to know the truth. or whatever that u think i'm doing wrong. if u want my assurance then just tell me. u can be rest assured that i am almost settling down with my life. and when i do u can be certain that i will never bring up the past anymore. even if u provoke me. but right now the best thing to do is for YOU to settle down n not try to poke ur nose in my life issues anymore. because u know damn well that it will NOT make u feel any better. definitely. is it so hard for u to just let me love someone else? i just dont get it. seriously.

``Mat Jenin

TEN

TEN THINGS ABOUT ME
1. Are you single?
Yes.
2. Are you happy about that?
Quite.
3. Are you bored?
Nope.
4. Are you sad?
No.
5. Are you Italian?
NO. I’m Zimbabwean.
6. Are you plastic?
No. I’m meat. Teehee.
8. Are you cool?
No. I’m HOT. =P
9. Are you chinese?
Na’ah.
10.What are you?
A pretty monkey.

TEN FACTS
1. Initials – NIR [Nur Izyan Razalee]
2. Nicknames – Jenin, Scoop, Berok.
3. Birth place - Kandang Kerbau Hospital
4. Hair color – Jet Black.
5. Age – 17 ++
6. Eye color – Brown.
7. Birthday - 5 Oct 90.
8. Mood – Anxious. [exams lah dei!]
9. Favorite color – Pink.
10. Left or right handed –Right.

TEN THIS OR THAT?
1. Love or money ? – can I have BOTH?
2. Hard liquor or beer? – Soya Bean.
3. Cats or dogs? – Cats. [dogs eh? hmm. ehem.]
4. A few best friends or many regular friends? – A few bestfriends.
5. Television or Internet? – Internet.
6. Pepsi or Coke? – Soya Bean.
7. Wild night out or romantic night? – Romantic night.
8. Money or Happiness? – Happiness.
9. Night or day? – Night.
10.IM or phone? – Phone.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. Smile or eyes – Eyes.
2. Light or dark hair – Dark.
3. hugs or kisses – Hugs. N kisses. Hee.
4. Intelligence or attraction?- Both.
5. Hook-up or relationship – Relationship. but being in between is not bad either. =P
6. Trust or love? – w/o trust there’s no love.
7. Long distance or close? – Close.
8. Call or text? – Call. Actually, meeting is better.
9. Older or younger? – Older.
10.Looks or Personality – Personality.

TEN LAST
1. Last phone call you made – Handry.
2. Last phone call you received – Mummy.
3. Last person/people you hung out with? – Lahling.
4. Last person to text you – Lahling
5. Last person you tickled? – Hafiz.
6. Last person you danced with? – Abg Nizam.
7. Last person you hugged? – Muna
8. Last person you slept with? – Mishary.
9. Last person you laughed with? – Zati.
10. Last person you kissed? – ooh. I’m not telling.

``Mat Jenin

random2

MY SECOND NOT-SO-DEEP SECRETS.

1) What's his/her full name?
~ Zulkifli Hasan

2) Does he or she have a bf/gf?
~ Err. Yes. But its not me. *YIKES*

3) Do you know a secret about him/her?
~ yes. A lot but not all.

4) How old is the person?
~ 18

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
~ No.

6) Is this person older than you?
~ No. the same age.

8) When was the last time you thought
about him/her?
~ 1 sec ago.

9) How are you related to this person?
~ I don’t know. Bf to be?

10) Are you really close to him/her?
~ VERY VERY close.

11) Do you have a nickname for each
other?
~ yes yes yes!

13)How many times do you talk to this
person in a week?
~ Everyday.

14) Do you think she/he will repost
this?
~ No.

15) Could you live with this
person?
~ I realli hope so.

16) Why is this person your number 1?
~ because he understands me more than other guys do.

18) How long have you known this
person?
~ Ever since march this year.

19) Have you ever been to the mall
with this person?
~ Yeap.

20) Have you ever had a sleep over with
them?
~ err. Camp?

21) If you ever moved away would you
miss this person?
~ TRULY.

22) Have you ever given this person
something?
~ umm. Yes I think.

23) Have you ever done something
really stupid or illegal with this
person?
~ hmm. Yes.

24) Do you know everything about this
person?
~ not everything.

25) Would you date this person's
siblings?
~ he has none. Haha.

27) Do you miss him/her?
~ a lot.

28) Have you fought before?
~ no. not as yet.

29) Have you gone skinny dipping with
this person?
~ no. and never.

30) Does this person have a fetish?
~ I don’t know.

31) Is she/he on drugs?
~ No.

32) Do you know this person's shoe
size?
~ yes I guess.

33) Have you ever worn this person's
clothes?
~ yes.

34) Have you and this person made
up a hand shake?
~ no.

35) If it was "freaky friday" would
you switch bodies with this person?
~ NEVER!

36) Has this person ever seen you
dance?
~ yes. During drama.

37) Have you ever heard this person
sing?
~ yes. Its ugly.

39) Do you know this persons
friendster password?
~ nope.

40) Do you know this persons best
friend?
~ yes. But not close.

41) Have you and this person ever
gotten into a fight that lasted more
than 2 days?
~ no.

42) Does this person cry alot?
~ no. he’s not emotional.

43)Have you met any of this person's
family?
~ yes.

44) Have you and this person went
clubbing?
~ no. him? Clubbing? Haha.

45) Do you know how to make this
person feel happy?
~ I think so.

46) Do you and this person talk a lot?
~ yeah. Too much I guess.

47) Have you licked this person?
~ haha.

48)Have this person ever yelled at you?
~ no. I yelled at him.

49) Have you and this person got into
a fist fight?
~ no.

50) Do you love this person?
~ TRULY.

MCS

yesterday i went to the first MCS meeting with abg mok and the rest to talk abt the next Awang Belanga production. n i didnt know it would be of such tedious work. how i wish we still have seniors to help us. but no. we dont. hmm. its ok. i know we can do it ppl. i trust u guys a lot. esp HAYATI AND ZULKIFLI. let's try our best to make this forth production a success like the previous years. oh yah btw, do take note.

TO ALL MCS MEMBERS.

There will be a meeting on the 24th of Sept straight after school outside the staffroom. It is COMPULSARY and I want full attendence on that day. Anyone who is not present without any valid reason acknowledged will be dealt with, personally by Cikgu M. Do keep up with the MCS blog for the latest info on upcoming events. Please spread out the message to every member. Thank you.

ok done. enough of MCS. now my promos. i seriously think that i will not be able to make it to year 3 next year. no i have not given up. its only that i truly lack of my self confidence. i dont know where it went. i am trying my best and giving it my all. i just hope whatever i did will pay off. hmm. 4 papers down. 3 to go. this monday. MOB n GEOG. haiya. ok lah. i know. i should be studying. n i will. like right now. oh dang. ok but before i go i wanna fulfill lahlings request. he asked me to post up this picture of his in my blog. ye tau. mmg muke tk tau malu. haha. there u have it. happy abg? =P fyi this is taken yesterday after meeting. we were at mcdonald's.

*we go for buke samer2. =))*

``Mat Jenin

Random.

MY NOT-SO-DEEP-SECRETS. Hush.

Who was your last text from?
♥ Lahling - Zulkifli
Your relationship status?
♥ Single. - i guess.
Does your crush like you back?
♥ err. no?
What is your current mood?
♥ Bored.
Whats your brothers name?
♥ Tasnim. Mishary.
Whats your favorite color?
♥ HotPink. LimeGreen.
Have a crazy side?
♥ You wont want to know. =)
Ever had a near death experience ?
♥ Nearly got hit by a moving van while chasing for the bus. with dayah. =P
Something you do alot?
♥ Laugh.
Angry at anyone?
♥ Yes.
Do you wanna see somebody right now?
♥ Hell Yeah!
When is the last time you cried?
♥ Yesterday.
Who would you do anything for?
♥ Someone only i shall know.
What is the one thing you notice about the opposite sex first?
♥ His smile. His skin colour.
Where's your ex at and what are they doing?
♥ I hope he's in HELL. perhaps he's screaming for his life right now.
Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
♥ teehee.
What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
♥ Nothing. i'm fasting. =)
Do you speak any other languages?
♥ English. Malay. Singlish - i am SOO good at it!. Zimbabwean.
How much money is in your wallet?
♥ $16.10
Describe your life in one word?
♥ Tough.
What are you thinking about right now?
♥ MCS meeting with Abg Mok later on.
What should you be doing right now?
♥ Take a shower. *smiles*
What was your favourite moment?
♥ When i got to know he loved me back. =))
Who was the last person you told I love you to?
♥ Lahling. shhhhhh.
Who was the last person who yelled at you?
♥ Mummy and Daddy.
Do you act differently around the person you like?
♥ Uhuh.
What is your natural hair color ?
♥ Black.
Who was the last person to make you smile?
♥ Hafiz.

``Mat Jenin

its late

its late. i know. but i cant sleep. why? because i gambled my maths. now i'm forcing myself not to give up on that subject. i am soo trying my best to do whatever i can, the very least refresh my memory on whatever i had done this past yr. i've been doing this for the past few hours n if its not because of lahling, i think i would be sleeping under the study table by now. haha. now he's asleep n i have to stay up for another hour to wake him up. he hasnt done his MT project u see. so yeah. a tip for a tap. well. i dont mind actually. =) aniwae. amirah reminded me. today is 100908. another special day to do something special for ur loved ones. pls do. because this day will only come once in ur entire lifetime. happy 100908 ppl! have a nice day ahead. oh yah btw. good luck for ur exams tmrw, Millennians. i mean today. like in 7 hrs time? damn.

``Mat Jenin

080908

today is soo super special. i just received a msg from someone after i reached home.

It reads:

"Lahling ah. Happy 080908 ah.

Wa sipatutnya bikin something spesial untuk lu ah.

tp wa lupa."

hees. i'm not telling u who this is from. hehe. just wanna blog cuz today's date is nicee. 080908. kn kn kn? ok dah. i wanna mug. for geog. *potong stim betul ah* =)) lovees~

ps. superSWEET lah u.

``Mat Jenin

mugging

hello. i've been mugging this week n my brain is so drained. AND this is just for MOB mind u. gosh. how am i going to make it out from this year SAFELY [u know. like get promoted or something.] grr. stressed out sey. i just came back from library. i went out to study with lahling. luckily he want to teman me. if not i think i also dont want to study. haha. ok. now i buka alreadi. now what? oh yeah. STUDY. again. ish. *boring nye!* nevermind. ok ppl. i wanna log out. i wanna sign out. i wanna go all out. to all my dear Millennians, esp to the preU twos, all the best of luck. i hope to see u guys again nxt year. happy mugging. =)

ps. to fafa n **ee, i wish u guys all the best.

u guys will look so cute together. amin. *winks*

``Mat Jenin

grr

ish. geram nye saya. nak diikutkan hati, dah lama saya tembak awak sampai mati. *bedek sey. tk lah teruk gitu.* awak ni menyusahkan hidup saya tau tk? dah lah tk nak usaha jaga dia. tp awak yang dpt dia. ini tidak adil! tidak adil sama sekali! saya yang susah payah jaga hati dia, senang2 awak simpan dia dalam genggaman awak. awak punya pasal lah saya tergantung tak bertali macam gini. kalau awak dah tk sayang dia tu sudah lah. biar orang lain yang sayangkan dia untuk awak. tak perlu nak ucapkan sayang tapi padahal dalam hati awak ucapkan lain. saya tak kira. saya nak jugak. saya tak peduli. awak kalau tk reti nak jaga dia, bair saya yang jaga dia. awak pergi lah kat apa2 yang awak rasa lagi penting. ye? tapi jangan nak salahkan saya kalau apa2 jd pada awak berdua ye. saya cuma jalankan apa yang saya rasa patut atau PENTING untuk diri saya. sekali lagi saya tekankan disini bahawa saya yang nak usaha untuk jaga dia jadi tk perlu lah awak risau ye. saya rasa dia pun berperasaan begitu. saya rasa lah. =)

ps. oh ye. saya lupa nak bilang.
saya tk suka kongsi-kongsi sesuatu yang saya rasa terlalu berharga bagi diri saya, dgn orang lain.

``Mat Jenin

credits to hidee~

Baby I know when we started out there were things you didn't know

but baby girl we got a lotta things we need to discuss

I know I'm asking for a lot, but just trust

You say that things gettin old sneakin' round creepin' and love on the low

but baby girl I can't wait till' it's officially us

I can't wait to let them know about us.

First I thought that I could take you boy but I don't know,

you told me you were gonna leave her for me long ago.

Eventually I will but I just gotta take it slow don't wanna break her heart,

although I gotta let her go so baby..

So please don't say you wanna give up

How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love

and I know your waiting patiently for that day

when we no longer have to lie about us

When I walk around all I want is your touch

and when you call me I don't wanna hang up

and I know I say it often but

I can't wait Till' we no longer have to lie about us.

Baby I know situation don't seem fair to us both

but babygirl, she's an issue that I'm bout to adjust

Don't mistake our love is meant for just us

you are my soul, mind, body, spirit all that I know

but babygirl I can't wait till' it's officially us

I can't wait to tell the world about us.

First I thought that I could take you boy but i don't know

you told you were gonna leave her for me long ago.

Eventually I will but I just gotta take it slow don't wanna break her heart although

I gotta let her go so baby..

Baby won't you wait just a little bit,

just a little bit, just a little bit longer, longer

Just a little bit just a little bit just a little bit longer longer

(won't you wait) just a little bit Just a little bit just a little bit longer longer

just a little bit just a little bit just a little bit longer longer.

ps.i just love this song. and dont ask me why.

``Mat Jenin

right.

ok. today i am NOT going to study at school. i am studying OUTSIDE. finally my day turn out right. =)

``Mat Jenin

promos.

promos are in 5 days time n i am so not prepared! gosh. i dont want to say this but i think i'll get retained at year two nxt year. hellllooooooooooo year ones! here i come! sheesh. teruk nah. ok lah ok lah. i dont wanna say much. we'll just see what's gonna happen to me lah eh. i'll work hard no doubt abt that but i just dont have confidence in myself. so irritating. come on Jenin. u can do it. believe u can do it and u'll be able to do it.

yesterday i went to sch. come on dont laugh. i didnt know it was a freaking holiday. neither did lahling. so we ended up studying at the sch's lib. with like only 2-3 ppl around. pathetic sey. haha. after study we went to gombak n i accompanied him for a hair cut. before, he look like kitana. now, he look like ahmad jais. kekeke. seriously. but nevertheless, he looked smart. just like a typical school boy. with his bag n all. nicee. =)

ok. the 2nd day of Ramadhan. i havent got the chance to feel it yet because i'm on holiday if u know what i mean. yeah. so i'm looking forward to fasting because, the ultimate reason, i wanna lose weight. hees~ happy fasting ppl! oh yeah. to fafa. thnx for the post! u r so sweet! *awwww...*

``Mat Jenin