oak abe abe.

i have a feeling. a very strange feeling.
a feeling that i'm not looking forward to.
if, just if it was not meant to be, please dont let me go back to where i first started.



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I WANNA PASS MY A LEVELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heh. ape je tau yang korang fikir.
:P

``Mat Jenin

oak abe abe!

yesterday was awesome. zati [yes, ZATI.] and muna came over because they claimed that they were soo freaking bored. and we spent the whole afternoon and night chatting and gossiping. oh and disturbing muna. hahaha. it was uber fun i tell u. beeccaauussee simply i miss my zati. i really do. its been eons since i last saw her lor. anyway she slept over at my place because she was too lazy to go home. as usual lah kan. heh.

just now i had voluntary work at Jamiyah with dear lahling. to get the residents to sign on the wishing spheres. it was eye-opening i must say. with their life stories and all. after the trip we went back to esplanade before proceeding to school for MI's band performance with lahling and his friends. the performance was fine, at least better than the last, so, congrats! ok i think that is all for now lah. oh btw thanks zee for letting me use ur laptop to update my blog. *whispers* takut zai marah aku lagi ah. hahaha.

RANDOMthoughts.
kau jangan perasan jubor yang tu anak kau.
sebab sememangnya kau tak layak untuk memegang gelaran AYAH. ((:

``Mat Jenin

oak abe abe!

sorry for privatising my blog hor. some people just dont know when to quit. heh. well, its LOVE lah. love makes u go crazy even after the relationship ended. heh. anyway. i went prawning with lahling just now! super awesome. like at last i get my dose of prawning lor. haha. oh and my tagboard dah takde sebab.. u read it. hee. i've nothing more to say to that. life must go on ok? mishary was discharged from the hospital yesterday. had some complications here and there but he's fine. thanks to urs truly lah kan. *beams* thanks to my friends who came to visit. love korang many2. ok lah i want to get some sleep. i'm going out with handry tmrw soo i need extra energy to layan his nonsense. haha. nights.

Ya Allah.
please make it happen. please let it last.
Amin.

``Mat Jenin

oak abe abe.

listen beloved readers. from now on i wont be posting pictures here at my blog because firstly, blogger is being such a bitch, secondly i am lazy to upload and thirdly i dont want too many people coming to my blog. anyway, i think i am going to privatise my blog soon. kalau korang ade ape2 just find me through facebook ochey? *smiles*

dear ex bf.
i dont have anything to say to you since you dont want to do this the civilised way.
only one thing that i have left to say.
karma is descending its effects on you now. (:

to the public - including u, mr ex bf.
i have every right to publish any, i repeat, ANY photos that i want or i wish to and you dont have any right over my actions because simply, you dont OWN me, you dont pay for my living and i dont owe u anything. unless of course, i call u IBU or BABA then u have all the right over my actions in every possible way.

yes i do believe in karma. that's why i believe that u deserve everything that you are going through now. ok lah, almost everything. remember what u did to me sometime ago? all those lying and cheating and negligence. i went through it alone. and lierally ALONE. sooooo. now its ur turn. alah its simple lah baby. i call it beautiful karma. ((:

sheesh. i miss babydarling.
lahling cepat balik ok? i wanna go prawning. heee.

``Mat Jenin