Sunday, August 31, 2008

SCRIPT-ing

Just now, i went to the post mortem for Khilaf 2008. supposed to be there at 2 but then i got lost n i asked lahling to pick me up from where ever i was. we reached there abt 245-3 arnd there and everybody was already there. dah macam star karat lah pulak. then we ate, they talked n we reviewed the overall performance. all in all i must say i still LOVED this Khilaf maybe because of the storyline n the cast. most of the main cast are so talented. ooh. n yah. i fell in love with one of the actor. his character is called DAUD. omg lah. he is so hot. n cute. n charismatic. n i just LOVEEE~ his voice. pandai2 lah eh krg carik sendiri. =) after the whole thing, everyone just went crazy. the guys just cant help it but to grope and to touch each other's.. ya know. tk senonoh. then we went back home while the ThumbPrint members stayed on for a discussion.

now i'm currently working on my storyline for Awang Belanga 2009 which will most probably be held in March. i can tell u this is so gonna be a burdening but an enriching experience for me due to the fact that most of the ALUMNI's are gonna be busy with their teching career n uni schedule. now it is all up to us. ok dah.


aktuali the purpose of me blogging is because i wanna clear the pictures i've kept for so long in my hp. i thought of blogging abt it but i got no time. so here goes. *the randomness*


this is what me n my DARLOVERS did during the last sastera class we had. it was so boring i swear. at least we managed to keep our eyes wide open. at least we get to stay awake n hear what Mdm R had to say. keke. i'm not telling u who these ppl are *be it the owner of the hands or the owner of the names* =)
ok now. this is the picture that me n lahling took during the full dress rehearsal that we did moments before the actual pementasan. everybody was eating back stage n it was so packed. so me n lahling decided to sit by the side curtains. in the dark. actually not dark lah. abg mok was testing for the lights for a particular scene. red lights. i find it interesting so i decided, or rather, WE decided to camwhore. red pics = fulldress. colour pics = aftershow. *winks*

ok this last picture. i guess there's no need for explanation lah kan. this is what happens when u leave some markers in front of a bored GP student. like me. =P

``Mat Jenin

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

for you


okok. i am so sorry. the last post i forgot to include the names of the 4 most impt people that waited for us inside the theatre. n i am so sorry. i didnt forget on purpose. it just slipped off mty mind sey. tkmo marah hor. i only remembered people whom i met outside of the theatre. keke. sOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry. ok. this post is for AQIDAH AND AMIRUL. and this especially goes out to...

NURHAYATI MD FAUZY

AND

NUR FARZANA ROSTAM
aku love korang lah. sorry k? ada faham? =)
k dah. i got nothing more to blog aktuali. no lah. aktuali got a lot. but i very lazy to blog abt it. hmm let me see. oh yah. firstly, just now somebody belanja me, lahling and hayati ice cream..! i loike! keke. ok. secondly, hayati literally tripped off the stairs and fell. haha. it was damn funny lah. *dah gitu pun masih nak maintain vogue. sheesh.* thirdly, lahling tersangkut while trying to get into the taxi. he just cant close the taxi door no matter how hard he tried. and he ended up struggling like nobody's business. there's a UMM women a second there. *ok. personal joke. =P* aniwae. supposed to meet abg nizam today. but ALL my grp members were busy. so yeah. cant get to meet him.
OMG! GP PROMOS IS TMRW! WTF!
OOOOKAAY... i think i better go study something. if not.. sheesh. dont ever talk abt the outcome izyan. never. *haiya! tai ah tai!* gotta rush people. lovees~
ps. lahling. thanks for being there for me hor.
saya betul2 appreciate kehadiran awak tadi dan sebelumnya.
jenin sayang awak sangat2 k. <33


``Mat Jenin

Sunday, August 24, 2008

KHILAF




i'm back from the KHILAF! gosh. it has been hectic for the past 4 days of my life. i just joined khilaf on wednesday and saturday is the performance.. `can u believe it? only 2 days of training for a big performance. like wth. but nevertheless. it is fun. teehee. on friday we had a camp at NIE and i swear for first time i never felt tired. from being in 2 scenes, i ended up being in every single cabaret scene there is. n at the camp, i learnt the dance steps. n again. `can u believe it? too many little things made up the fun times i enjoyed during this period of time. i get to know new people. i get to be on stage. i get to act. i get to enjoy and cherish those drama moments that i'll not be able to enjoy in the short run. teehee. best ke pe.


hafiz looked super funny when he danced and sang. hazriq looked super scared when he's supposed to dance with me. *no wonder. hafiz told him i was a trans. ass u.* Lahling looked super tensed when i sat on him. and i looked super HOT. ok crap. haha. no lah. it was my lips actually. it was so obvious when i wore those blood red lipsticks. *i hate MAKEUPS.* yeah. during the performance day, we ate bread for breakfast and bicuits for lunch. it lasted us for the whole day, like 10 plus 11 pm? ok one more time. `can u believe it? oh oh. yah. Lahling's gf was there. wow. what a surprise. *ape lagi izyan? FLIRT ah!* that was what my mind was telling me. but on second thought. i dont think so lah. so BITCHY. but some of the cast was like, 'Yan, boleh lah. kau FLIRT gile maut punye ah. tk obscene. serious. kau buat aje.' i was like laughing away siak. i didnt know i would get the green light from Lahling. `can u believe it? sheesh. n yah. hafiz. even though i was in those tight batik n corset, he just wont stop bugging me. he kept pushing me back stage. OBJECTIVE:TO MAKE IZYAN FALL. tk guna kn. luckily i'm in my kain. if not my foot would have landed on his head. grr.


n i didnt know so many people would turn up. `can u believe it? so supportive of them. ok i'd like to mention who i saw. AMIRAH, HER BROTHER [I LOIKE!!!], SHA2, AZIMAH, TWIN SIS, HUMAIRAH, AINI, NIZAR and HANNAH. thanks a lot people for supporting theatre arena. we love u! =))


ok the bottomline.

`i just love acting.

`i just love drama.


ps. I KNOW ITS NOT MY FAULT. BUT I'M SAYING SORRY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.

``Mat Jenin

Sunday, August 17, 2008

idiot

i cant believe i fucking trusted u. u think i know nothing. u think i'm naive. u think i'm gonna follow whatever the fuck that u say. u r fucking wrong. just when i said i wanted to change. for the sake of u. just when u said u r still going to stick to me. fucking lies. i saw her blog idiot. just because she's a big fat bitch doesnt mean i am big fat afraid of her. dumb ass. now i know. i realli know. n i'm realli convinced. n now i'm going to make 3 BIG statements n make sure u get this inside ur head.

I DONT LOVE U ANYMORE. I DONT WANT TO BE WITH U ANYMORE. N DONT U EVER BOTHER MY LIFE AGAIN.

oh gosh. cant believe i can hurt this much. so much for ur LIES idiot. grrr. idiot idiot idiot idiot. shit lah. cant believe i fucking trusted u. fuck lah izyan. argh. ok stop. no more nonsense from u, izyan. he's a bloody ass mother fucker cant u see? move on already. sheesh. alrite. hope ur happy with your 'budak kecik' you 'budak besar'. GO FUCK WITH YOUR FAT N SMELLY BITCH FOR ALL I CARE. SHITHEAD FUCKERS.

PERIOD.
``Mat Jenin

Saturday, August 9, 2008

btw

oh yah. btw.

HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY,
SINGAPORE!
I LOVE YOU!!
&& HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!

080808

yday was fun. we had activities in school, after school n the best part is, there were cute people everywhere! teehee. ok stop. yday i went bowling with hafiz hidayah handry n zul. i learnt one thing yday. hafiz knew how to BOWL! like wth. he was damn good lah. shoot him. grr. aniwae. we wanted to make that day as special as possible so we decided to invited amirah razak along. *well she was hoping somthing special would happen on that day. =P* then we went to jrg ent ctr to get some pictures. which surprising turns out nice considering the fact that hafiz was in picture. haha. oh yah btw. he looked so hot lah in his outfit. *Hafiz, if ur reading this, jgn nk kembang2 pulak. dah bagus aku puji kau tau.* aniwae talkign abt outfits, i cant even walk properly in the outfit that i wore yday. i swear i nvr wear those kinda stuff before. i feel womanised. haha. the flaps at the bottom of that dress keeps flipping open exposing whatever that shudnt be exposed. having said that, ya know what zul told me? if he sees it once accidentally, it's a bonus. if he sees it more than 2 times, it's considered a sin. wth. haha. nevertheless i had fun yday. so much fun to the extent that i forgot my hunger. kekeke. yeah. ok. i love my peeps. sheesh. random siak. haha. okok i'm done.

ps. ur confession on this day really made a difference. it made my heart smile. =)

``Mat Jenin

Sunday, August 3, 2008

MI Mart

yday i went to PS to check out the MI Mart with handry fafa n haha. n it was not something i expected. i thought it would be big but its not. whatever it was still FUN. haha. it felt like school gitu. cuz everywhere i turn i know these ppl's faces. =)) good job everyone. then while waiting for lahling to finish his stuff there, me hafiz handry fafa along with the A5 girls went to the Padang to watch fireworks. so nicee. dah mcm budak2 deprived yg tk pernah tgk fireworks gitu. haha. den this maybank building got this scrolling lights that says ' NDP 08'. double nicee. teehee. then after that they went to eat at raffles city SC but then decided to walk fafa to the mrt station cuz she had to go off. from there i went back to PS n met lahling. then he sent me home. =)

all in all today i got 3 stuff that my lovees~ bought for me from MI Mart. handry gave me a green flower. *green? weird.* saiful gave me a pair of earings. *that 1 belen2 sey. kurang asam.* lahling gave me a PINK windmill that spins when the wind blows. *i wonder what's that supposed to mean.* aniwae yday was realli fun. oh yah. n the funny thing is ppl dont recognise me. wth. do i realli look that bad? sheesh. =P btw i dont know why but yday in the early evening just before we went off to watch the fireworks tonnes of ppl came to me n said, 'ALERT ALERT ALERT. STAY AWAY FROM THE MI MART. DANGER.' i swear i dont know why they do that lah. esp lahling. so random sak. haha. shortly after that the A5 girls urged us to the Padang for the fireworks. haiya. gila punya dunia.

ok this is off topic. i just realised that i had a SUPER PRETTY BESTFRIEND. haha. ok. random! =P nevertheless. he's hot. *gosh. i cant believe i said that lah.*

ps. that msg u gave me after u sent me home made me go La La~

``Mat Jenin