aku sayang korang. sumpah.

aku rindu korang. sumpah square. (:

``Mat Jenin

remember those times,
when we used to gossip about people.
we felt so invincible.

remember those times,
when we used to laugh and chat and bitch
about almost anything under the sun.
we felt as though nothing can tear us apart.

remember those times,
when i needed ur help,
and i dont know who to turn to,
but u were there, always there,
to lend me a listening ear, a crying shoulder.

remember those times,
when we keep debating about love,
and u didnt believe a single thing i say,
well look at where u are now,
so happy, so cheerful,
i am very proud of u.

i remember the time,
when i missed the most important date of ur life,
ur 20th birthday,
i never plan it to be that way
because we both know that i wouldnt miss it for the world.
but i did. i'm sorry.

i hope u remember those times we had,
because i will always do,
and i wont be able to forget it,
no matter how much i want to.

ps. dedicated to a special friend i'll always remember, NurAmirahRazak.

``Mat Jenin

oak abe abe.

honestly, i dont think u have moved on. ask yourself the same question, u will also think the same. but sacrificing now for the past? i dont think so. but what makes u think u can go on like this? what makes u think that dwelling will ever solve anything? come on man. u are a freaking guy so just stand up and face me will ya?

i'm sick of these nosey people and i'm sick of ur empty words. i can do and will do everything in my power to get back whatever i lost. but u? will u do the same thing? i dont think so. all because of ur fucking big ego. oh and ur fucking fat gf. penakut sak. puh-lease eh people. tolong lah jangan jadi kedi dalam hidup. and to the gf2 kat luar tu, tolong lah jangan nak queen control jantan kau. kalau takde ape2 yang kurang pada diri kau, asal kau takut jantan kau lari kat betina lain? lain lah kalau kau tau yang jantan kau tu tak suka dengan ape yang kau ade sekarang. so tak masuk akal ok.

anyway. the bottomline is that u should shut up and stop telling urself about how pointless ur life is and how things can be better. come up to me and spit ur words to my face. only then u can talk about making things better. oh and dont even expect me to give up my everything when u cant even give up ur pathetic, unsincere relationship for the one u claim to be ur everything. tolong eh. jangan pathetic. aku benci orang talam dua muka macam kau. lagi2 yang cakap tak serupa buat. betul2 tak bermakna hidup kau. kesian.

ps. gambar takde kena mengena dengan post ni.

pss. i just wonder why the hell i am soo in love with this utterly random but sweet guy. (:

``Mat Jenin