bosan

ok. saye sebenarnya bosan ni sekarang. jadi saye membuat keputusan untuk 'blog'. ok. gmbr yang di atas tu saye letak atas dasar suke2 saje jadi awak jgn lah tanye kenape ye. mungkin sbb gmbr ni mcm ala2 klasik kot. sbb tu saye suke. *whats with the language man?*

ok. just now i went to the meeting at btcc. it was enriching. our grp's mentor was SUPER cool lah. so creative n so merepek. to the extend that my grp members got too carried away. haha. then after the meeting, i went to meet up with ex hubby. *siak ah. got nothing better to do ah?* talked for a while. reminiscing old times. though i feel TOTALLY awkward but it felt good. i dont know why. do you? hee. *winks*

i dont know eh. i'm missing u so much sey. *padahal baru td jumpe eh? haha.* i knew i have fallen for u a loooooong time ago but this feeling that i have right now is just... different. i just feel that miss u. n as i know it, MISSING will eventually lead to LOVING. woah. love is a VERY big word. its easier said than done. n i dont want u to love me just because i love u. i want u to love me out of ur own accord. n now i realised. its just a little bit more. a teeny weeny bit more n cupid will strike me. i know.

ps. aku rindu banget deh ama lahling ku.
tapi aku nggak tau kanapa.
kira-kira kanapa yei?
aduh. aku buntu sih.
semuanya pasti karna kamu wahei lahling.

``Mat Jenin