thanks

i thought if i did nice things to people n act like myself, i would get something nice back in return. but it turns out to be the other way round. why? i dont know. but i just cant stop asking myself. all i wanted was to move on. is it even wrong? am i even allowed to? i am just so freaking lucky that i have my friends around me. they're the only people that makes my world go round. gerl, i so need u now. cuz i'm fucking pissed with myself.

ps. ~just when i thought u make me feel secure.
~just when i thought i can learn to move on.
~just when i thought things are getting better.
~just when i thought i've learnt to love u.

``Mat Jenin