deprived

oh yeah! i finished this week's exams. mgt pr 2, maths h1, mgt p1 and geog p1. n now for my sastera, my geog p2 and A lvl MT oral. sheesh. now come to think of it, i have a tint of regret for taking my MT H1. haiya. but still. i love the subject though. haha. anw. tmrw i'm going to beloved twin sis's band concert. i so cant wait. the alumni-s are good lah. haha. mcm cool gitu. teehee. *since when jenin loves band sey?*

ya noe what? i suddenly realised that my close frens are aktuali deprived. haiya. so sad. oh well. feathers from the same bird often flock together. haha. ouch lah kn. come let my videos tell u a story of their deprived childhood. first is my darling hidayah. one day i was studying at her house. in her room specifically. that time it was 1 plus am. suddenly she took my hp n started sliding it up n down. obviously it would produce that sliding tone. then she got hooked to it. haiya. the stress of doing maths caused her to react that way i think. haha. so cute. she's deprived of sliding i guess. listen carefully n perhaps u can hear the sound of my hp's slide tone. sorry cause its a bit dark.

ok now for my dear akhlakhen. this is bad. very bad. this is what i call deprived childhood. we were at my house studying for maths. then he saw my brother's buai. then he suddenly called out to me. the next thing i knew... well c for ur self lah. sorry because of the background. i swear i just couldnt stop laughing my head off. then he still can layan me. haha. ok. this video is rated PG. *muke mcm kene possessed gitu. haha.

ok. now i think i'm also deprived. but i dont know because of what. hmm. maybe deprived of a.. bf? haha. nah. tk nk uh. guys now all so kental. haha. k lah. i wanna go sleep. so tired. i squeezed the juice out of my brain when doing mgt paper just now. haha.

``Mat Jenin

stay over

currently i'm at hidayah's house, cracking my brain and doing my maths revision. darn it. ok. that was like 5 mins ago. now i wanna blog. teehee. i wanna tell u guys something u guys already know. sengkang is so damn scary lah at night. from the 161 bus stop we had to pass thru this whole stretch of terraces and childcare. so f***ing eerie! we blast our earphones n started talking *more like shouting* non stop. luckily we got home in one piece. haiya. i think the ghost afraid of me lah because i very manly i guess. haha. aniway we reached her house than went in her room then she started showing me her collection of necklaces. so niceee! then she pulled this black pearl necklace she had when suddenly it snapped and pearls skitted like all over her bedroom floor. like what the heck. out of courtesy i offer to help her re-do her necklace.

therefore i ended up weaving the beads for her in the middle of the night when ppl were supposed to go sleep. oh well. at least i learned something new. =)

ok that was it. then i changed to a night suit then we sat on the bed and chatted. and chatted. and chatted. *10 years later...* and chatted. and chatted. then i realised that i had been 'gentel'-ing this spongey spongebob. u know. the kind with the bean bag kinda filling. so squishy. i loike! haha. its my addiction now. dont u think we look so perfect together...? =P

ok lah. i wanna go back to my maths revision. time is precious. hmm. wait. i think i wanna go down n buy some snacks lah. then i continue my revision. haha. *so much for 'time is precious'* have fun mugging ppl of MI. *wink*

``Mat Jenin

its official.

i guess its now official. thanks for everything.

but i nvr stopped trying.

ps. i'll remember this very day.

``Mat Jenin

NUS

yday i went to study at NUS with hidayah fandy n hafiz. according to hafiz there's a first rule to follow when entering the campus. Talk like them, Act tlike them. *mcm paham betul kwn aku yg srg ni.* haha. aniwae. we went all the way to NUS cuz he says its much much much more conducive to study there. i guess he was right. it was damn conducive lah. *n damn eerie too.* yeah. it was so quiet. luckily there were somebody else on that floor where we're studying. if not. haiya. haha.

we studied STRICTLY physical geography. so long i nvr touched on that topic. now all my skills karat already. haiya. typical me lah kn. then fandy went to the toilet. like all alone. then he came back. u know what he came across? as he was in front of the mirror he heard somebody shout, "Shit!". but when he looked arnd and in the cubicles he realised he was the only one 1 in the toilet. gosh. scary lah kn. that's only in the male toilet. imagine if its in the female toilet. i think it'll shout, "Pee!" instead. haha. okok. lame. haha. as usual. my pictures are ur treats. here's some stupid pictures we took during our 5 min break from study. *ehem. more like 5 hours.*

Girls just love to camwhore.

Guess which shoe belongs to who =))Us otw back home. *hafiz n dayah lah aktuali.* me n fandy's specs. made in Japan. =)

ps. hafiz tkmo emo2 k. nnt makin byk kurap keluar. tk hensem. *wink*

``Mat Jenin

bogel!

check this out! i found some really funny videos from my dad's folder abt arab ppl. haha. its so funny i laughed till my head rolled of my neck. *gosh that's bad.* aniway, i'm so bored i can just strip n run arnd bogel. haha. oh yah. btw, Millennia Institute got through to the finals of Pesta Pantun. yay! haha. ok enough. back to the videos. enjoy!

ps. no hard feelings to all the arabians out there. u guys r so cute. haha.

``Mat Jenin

12 Hrs Time

omg omg omg. this is so shitty. i am so unprepared. ltr on in 12 hrs time, there's my pantun competition. aktuali they postponed it to nxt wk but then they re-shift the date back to today. like what the hell. n guess when i got to know abt it? just now at abt 3.30pm? gosh. now i'm so kelam kabut. i guess zul n rudin r too. ok now i cant sleep. tryina figure out what kind of pantuns i have to come out with. n fast. cuz i'm so so damn tired. haiya. i told u i hate pantuns. help me will ya? *rolls eyes* ok. if ur free come down n support my unprepared team. we promise we'll be entertaining. =D its at taman warisan hall. today. 2-4pm. n its free! haha. ok i gtg. find some more words i can use to describe myself other than pretty, sexy, beautiful, hot, gorgeous, cute, blah blah blah..... *winks*

``Mat Jenin

its difficult.

is it just me or is it u? i dont know. nowadays i feel very different towards u. i never felt this way before. i feel emotionally lost. u're the best person i've ever known. but suddenly ur gone. physically ur not. but emotionally u r. i dont know where to go when i have things up my mind. i feel its not right for me to go to u animore. is it me? maybe. is it u? perhaps. i know i've got great frens. ppl who r always there by my side. but they cant be compared to u. maybe its our environment. or maybe our the schedule. i dont know.

i know that u know i'm talking abt u. if not then maybe its just me. maybe i'm too busy. maybe i'm too selfish. i just want u for my own. but thats not gonna be fair for u. u have ur own life to rule. u've got ur own group of frens to mingle arnd with. n i have no right over who ever u want to be with. i know i'm not spending enough time with u. but i hope u understand. i've got so many things on my mind that sometimes i dont even have time for myself. its hard knowing that ur being loved more dearly by other ppl than i do. u deserve it and i'm sorry. i promise i wont bother u now. but i'd be more than happy if u ever need me at any point of time in ur life. i love u. so very dearly.

ur a part of me. its hard seeing u go by just like that.
i know its my fault. and i'm sorry.

``Mat Jenin