Every day.

Every single morning without fail,
I will msg or call you to check whether you've woken up.

Every single second without fail,
I will wonder what exactly are u doing,
And whether u are thinking of me.

Every single week without fail,
I will think of new ways to motivate you through your course of A Levels and make you happy;
Sending surprises, making gifts and giving you presents.

Every single hour without fail,
I will have to force and prevent myself from calling or msg-ing you,
I don't wanna disturb you too much.

And every single time when I am left alone,
Without fail,
I will convince myself that you do care about me the way I care about you, even if you actually don't.

Because I really love you.

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oak abe abe.

30th July 2010 ;
Projek Monolog Artistik.
@ The Arts House (Play Den)
.$22.

31st July ;
Diari Hitam - Bukan maksudku.
@ National Library (Possibility Room L5)
.FREE.

I'll be very very very very very busy for the next 2 weeks because of these concurrent events. Please do support me and my fellow friends by turning up for either one of these. To my loves, i'm sorry for not spending enough time with u guys. i promise that i'll make it up to u people on day. (:
oh and if u need more information, please call or msg me. or better still, fb.
HIDUP TEATER MELAYU!

``Mat Jenin

Jiwang sikit.

oak abe abe.

hari ni aku nak mengucapkan terima kasih kepada beberapa orang.

Hidayah Manan.
Hafiz Yusof.
Yus Handry.

Terima kasih kerana setia berada di samping aku tatkala susah, tatkala senang. Korang lah kawan sejati aku. Aku takkan pernah lupakan korang sampai bila2. Nanti kalau kita dah kahwin, kita jodohkan anak2 kita antara satu sama lain k. tapi aku tak nak kahwinkan anak aku pada anak hafiz. sebab nanti cucu aku keluar tak handsome.

Anyways.

Aku juga nak berterima kasih kepada lagi seorang insan teristimewa dalam hidup aku.

Zulkifli Hassan.

Walaupun awak banyak buat saya pening kepala, awak tahu yang saya tetap sayangkan awak. Terima kasih sebab sudi terima saya seadanya dan berada di sisi saya apabila saya betul2 memerlukan tempat mengadu dan melepaskan ehem... ehem tu maksud dia geram. jangan nak fikir yang bukan2 ye korang.

Sampai kita berjumpa lagi di alam barzakh.
ish yan. selisih. di lain kali maksud saya.
oak abe abe.

``Mat Jenin

Save me

Save me please. Someone, anyone?

Saddened

Oak Abe Abe.

I just feel like crying. I just feel like wailing. To my heart's content. I soo need a hug. )':

<3

Rindu adalah minyak yang menyemarakkan lagi api cinta.
Jadi...
Cepat panggil bomba!
saya dah terbakar.
Hehe.

-Zulkifli.H

I love you, I swear. (:

Sibuk

Banyak sangat orang yang sibuk. Baik sibuk bekerja sampai terlupa pasal aku, atau yang sibuk sekolah sampai takde masa untuk aku. Yang lain sibuk bersekolah sampai takde masa untuk aku dan ade pulak yang sibuk nak amek tahu hal luar dalam aku. Aku pulak sibuk dengan isu2 dalaman aku. Baik drama, baik keluarga, baik kekasih mahupun hidup aku. Segala2nya sibuk. Sampaikan aku sendiri takde masa untuk berhenti dan berfikir, tentang baik buruk akibat keputusan yang aku buat sekarang.

Baikkk broooo.

D5D

oak abe abe.

DEPOT 5 DARA is in 2 more days!!

omg.

i hate the feeling of..
the heart in my mouth,
the butterflies in my tummy
and the questions in my mind,

but i love the feeling of..
the flowers in my heart.

((:

``Mat Jenin

feelings

oak abe abe.

i feel bad. fucking bad. you know why? you dont? well. neither do i. i've not been spending enough time with lahling. he got school, i got drama. oh hells. i cant wait for depot and aesop to end. no no no. its not because i hate the productions. u know how much i looove drama productions.. its only because i feel that i'm not giving enough time for my family, for my bf. my mom has started nagging. my bf has started asking. and all these are making me feel like a jerk. ok lah, not literally. but still. this feeling sucks. i hate it. oh june, please come quickly. ):

ok dah. actually i'm supposed to be working right now and..... ohh. work. wahlauwei.

``Mat Jenin